nightmare endroll

Sometimes I would close my eyes,
And I'd rewatch the dream of that day again.
When I open my eyes,
Your figure would still be there under my tears.
I saw you!
My love, my most beloved,
With your brows knitted together,
With your lips curled into a scowl,
With your eyes screaming in fury.
My love, my most beloved,
Such a pure wish I made under that star.
Such an innocent ego I poured into your cold body.
Such a gentle selfishness I tied you with.
My love, my most beloved,
Where are you now, after the dream has ended?
My soul and my heart are deep, deep inside that dream.
Still screaming,
I'm still looking for your warm forgiveness.
Please,
How could this be a nightmare when I could finally see you again

Holy Mother

A piece of heaven is in her eyes.
Look, there's more in her lips, in her hands, in her heart.
Each piece has jagged ends,
Each piece draws blood from her veins.
It hurts, she says.
It hurts, she cries, as she embraces them closer.
A piece of heaven is logged deep in her, can you see?
Even the tears she sheds bear the same color.
The tracks of her finger, wet, cold, iron--so pretty.
She speaks like an angel.
She sings the tune of a holy mother.
She forgives all, she loves all.
My piece of heaven, did she bring it with her?

永遠を誓いましょうか

Will someone ever see what I hinted with farewell here.
The promise to go to the sea is actually a promise to double suicide.