Title: Day by Day
Author: Vianna Orchidia / Annasthacy Chashyme
Rating: T
Warning: misstypos, grammar mistakes, using present tense, possibly very OOC, separate drabbles for each sin, more and more absurdness because i can't even make sense when re-reading this.
(Pride)
"You can't live without me."
She snarls, dismayed but nevertheless admits he is right; he is the only gate that holds off her insanity, the only one who can easily stop her rampage whenever she feels like going in one. (Except Eren maybe, but mainly she does go in rampage because of Eren.) Though, she thinks, perhaps it doesn't apply only to her. All of them can't live without him. Because he is their leader.
"And you can't love anyone else like you love me."
He's one cocky bastard, but this time, she doesn't bother disagreeing.
(Envy)
There are times when he secludes himself in his room, lamps out and windows open. She knows better than to disturb him during these times, because those are the rare moments he mourns for the fallen. Mainly for his previous squad members.
And she knows, there is one person he personally mourns most.
This pretty lady, with strawberry blonde hair and charming sweet smile, was probably his lover before her fall, she often finds herself thinking. Even now this lady holds a special place within his heart, just like she has one.
She is familiar with the feeling of keeping the late ones dear even after finding their replacement (she has Carla Jaeger as her mom, but her oriental mother will always be the one for her, just like that). Even knowing this, she can't chase away the jealousy, the envy growing in her, the subtle hatred for this woman for stealing her lover away in those particular nights.
(Wrath)
She narrows her eyes. "How dare you?" She takes a shaky breath as anger slowly eats her fully. "How dare you hand him over?"
"It's essential, Ackerman."
"You said he's the humanity's greatest weapon and use him in your experiments, and now you easily throw him away?" she hastily grips his cravat, shoving his face closer to hers, forcing him to stand on tiptoes. "So in the end we are just pawns? Puppets?" she spits on his face.
He wipes his face with a scowl. "Control yourself, Ackerman. This is no time to be angry."
"Of course I am angry! I trusted you, Levi!"
He puts his hand on the hand gripping his cravat. "Then trust me 'til the end."
(Sloth)
"I don't want to leave this place."
She gazes straight ahead, to the setting sun, bathing in its yellow-crimson glow. She feels as though she could touch the sky from this place, and she loves that feeling. Freedom in her hands.
"You'll die if you fall from here." She turns her head to the sarcastic voice of her captain slash lover.
"That's a very pessimistic insight, sir."
"Well, I don't understand why you love this place." He sits down beside her, letting his thigh bump with hers. "I hate this place," he admits. "Standing on the borderline of freedom--so close yet you can never reach it--is detestable."
She hums, getting his point. "I wonder what will be if we stay here, just looking at that freedom, not fighting?"
His silence answers loud enough for her.
(Greed)
People call her as the woman worth 100 soldiers. But, God forbids, she wants more strength. She needs more strength, to protect the loved ones, to survive in this cruel yet beautiful world. She desires strength to be equal, to help, the Humanity's Strongest Soldier.
He tackles her to the ground, hands dangerously hovering on her neck, when she voices this.
"Be careful for what you greed for," he says.
(Gluttony)
Sometimes she indulges in her desires. Like doing laps at dawn, reading books until late, or one loaf of bread more than usual. She does it subtly. She always does everything subtly, quietly, because that's how she is.
Only one thing she cannot hold down is the desire to be with him, always always always. She makes it obvious to him, through longing gazes and childish pouts.
He lets her have her way.
(Lust)
The first time they kissed, she was dumbly stunned at place, and it ended just like that. However, she is a curious girl--she learns much in their next kisses. Now she is able to kiss him like an experienced seductress, to put a good fight in tongue battles, sometimes even to dominate. Now every kiss leaves them hot, no matter how innocently it begins.
One day she comes to him, ready to give him her sacred flower. He was torn between undeniable lust and hesitating doubts, but she soothes him, says it's okay, and tells him she accepts him as her husband as much as she wants him to accept her as his wife. Formal marriage is not possible in their current condition, so this is the closest they can have. He nods, gathers the oriental girl in his arms before undressing her slowly, all the while kissing her with every gentleness he can afford.
They spends the night savoring each other's lust.
-fin-
A/N: i so don't know what i'm doing anymore.
By the way, I know this is super late, but I just discovered the awesomeness of SnK OPs by Linked Horizon. I always knew Revo's pieces are amazing, but not until yesterday I took my sweet time listening to Guren no Yumiya and Jiyuu no Tsubasa and absolutely fell in love. Kudos, Revo! He made me want to learn Germany all over again lol (I had Germany lessons during high school).
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